do you really love me

here this is a song that makes me feel more restless, confusing.. well.. maybe this song can describe it haha..
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AOP – Do You Really Love Me (OST Masihkah Kau Mencintaiku)

bukannya ku tak percaya
bukannya ku tak
bersyukur
atas yang ku terima
selama ini dari kamu

* sungguh ku hanya berharap
kalau ku satu-satunya
manusia di hatimu
yang kau cintai
selamanya

reff:
do you really love me
jangan marah padaku
wajarku ku ingin tahu
seberapa besar kau cintaiku

semua karena hatiku
hanya bisa untukmu
ku hanya memastikan
do you really love me

repeat *, reff

ah.. I almost forget. and there is one more song.. the song that plays almost everywhere nowadays here.. you know what song.. I hate to say this, but I’m getting bored listening it..T_T

What I feel tonight

Every body knows what ‘galau’ is. just thinking about that ‘thing’ over and over again… and it makes me galau…. I’m such abg labil -_-x
I don’t know why I can’t escape from that.. oh God.. I don’t feel better. Go away from my head please!

what now? you want me feel this? why you do that..? you’re so mean! easy come and easy go as your wish! don’t play around. don’t play with me! please clear this now! 😦

I don’t care!

I don’t care anymore!!!

but the fact is… if a woman say that it means that she really really cares. she wants to ignore that ‘thing’ but she can’t or she doesn’t want it.

I do but if I still care about it .. it hurts me!

choose one!

You have to choose one! fallin in love or broken heart.. but I choose both.. because I can falling in love when broken heart
:’) it sounds crazy.. but I’m in this situation now huftttt….

untitled

i was so exhausting today….
but I enjoyed that 🙂

I want to keep blogging though I don’t know what I want to write.. I remember that when I was teenager I’d loved writing short story, diary etc but why am I so lazzy to do that now.. -_-x

but I still won’t lose this feeling when I’m writing.. it’s interesting.. I’m so excited!
so I decide to read more articles so that I can improve my knowledge and I can write with more ‘rich’ words.. I hope so… 🙂

* nowadays I really love to read the articles about mideast.. maybe because my moms borrowed me a book about Persia.. I love that book.. 🙂
I hope I can open my mind from the book or articles about many countries around the world…. hopefully..

Jealousy

She is so pretty, young and talented…!!! and so kind too!!! She makes the other girls cry hahahaa… T_____T

 

Jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
It’s such an evil thing to watch someone have
Jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Nobody wins when you’re full of envy

Paris Hilton – Jealousy

New Spirit

I’m always confusing what I’m gonna be… I think about it over and over again.. then I realize.. the fact is I do nothing to answer my big question.. I mad myself. why am I like this…! I don’t move on! but now.. I got that thought.. I’ll find the answer.. and I know how to find my question… I know where to go.. I know what I’m gonna do to find it.. the answer is just to go there.. and find what I like the most.. it’s so abstract.. only me who can understand it.. because only me who want to find it 🙂
I don’t want to give up.. from now.. wish me luck! 🙂

My Mood Booster

I found it.. aa~ yatta! 🙂
Kao.. I wish you’ll always be my mood booster.. although we’re like a to f hahaaa.. only you and I who understand this situation… I can’t fight this alone so help me Kao.. I believe we can through this together.. you’re so mean to me.. I put my trust in you.. until that time 🙂
Ganbatte!

Ganbatte!

I’m nervous… I hope tomorrow will be alright.. I CAN DO THIS! I CAN FIGHT TILL THE END! I know Allah with me. so I won’t stop believing.. cause Allah is good.. and the best.. and I try my best.. wish me luck for tomorrow.. ganbatte!

I’m back! :D

oh my God.. I can’t believe it.. I can discover this blog again… I totally forgot the password and email.. LOL.. because so many email I have 😀
and I got something from this…

“REPEAT.. if you want always REMEMBER”

01.45
errrrh I’m breaking curfew..
I gotta sleep..